xblackrose94x

They're good, aren't they? This weekend has been full of great ones. And I've been doing great because of it. My sister came out this weekend; so my mom, sister, and I all had a girls weekend. Friday night we watched Bridesmaids when my aunt came over. Then I watched Rent a little later, while my sister watched her shows on the computer and my mom went to bed. After Rent was over (amazing movie~!!) I started cleaning my room, and my sister helped cuz she was sleeping with me for the night. Around 4 we got done..lmao. My room is spotless now. My sister cut my bangs after I took a shower. Then we went to bed at 5 or so. Saturday morni

I just want to collapse. I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to curl up into a ball and fall into a sleep I'll never wake up from. I don't know what to do. I feel like i'm rotting from the inside out. I can act happy as hell around people so I don't upset them, but I don't know what to do. I'm fucking balling my eyes out because i listened to http://youtu.be/OimL6AbnT1U & http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaa3jbGhKr4 I used zakk as a rebound. I can't believe I did it. But after hours and hours of trying to understand why i was still upset about josh, I figured out I just used zakk. Josh won't respond to anything I send him. He bl

~Tediri (https://www.deviantart.com/tediri):iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri: New account~ I'll be adding all my friends and people I watch, but i might miss some, so be sure to watch me (: I might be starting a webcomic also. c: Josh gave me the idea. i know i'm not great..but..eh, why not? xD :iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri::iconTediri: